Ah, yes... Fairy Tale, Indeed!

UPDATE ON OCTOBER 25, 2008

I have finally seen the end!

My Fairy Tale was beautiful while it lasted. I'll never forget it. Did I waste almost 11 years? Goodness no! I've had wonderful times and great men in my life. I wonder sometimes if somehow I passed one by because I always hoped for my Fairy Tale ending. But the Fairy Tale was what carried me through some of the most difficult parts of my life. Now it is over. It's kind of funny that I have no hate, no regrets, no malice, just a satisfaction of letting go and moving on. A freedom that I didn't expect to feel. Beautiful feelings kept in part of my heart. Letting go of the source of lies and smooth talking, but keeping the results from my desire to believe in him, my trust that was unworthy of him, my love that he never deserved. Not feeling betrayed, but saying... it was for a reason, a season.. and now it has withered and died. And I walk out of my Fairy Tale into a beautiful reality of hope and unknown wishes that will come true, maybe even in the arms of a man who will give me his heart.

You were right, you know. You aren't good enough for me. You don't deserve me. But thanks for playing. GAME OVER.